TRANSIENT

I believed to have found love,

Hiding amidst the crevices of my broken heart.

Some semblance of a feeling I sought,

Some emotion to get along.

Yet these dreams of Utopia,

Abundant in disappointment and loathing.

I find myself yet again,

At the precipice of utter ruin.

I fall not too hard into such emotions,

Mindful of the darkness that lay within.

I know not what it feels to be whole,

For seldom has love given me a hand to hold.

Such is the brevity of love,

Lust is all that masquerades, I suppose.

Yet in these metaphysical and transient moments,

I find myself hapless and bleeding.

Desensitised to the disappointment I am,

A lifeless and burdened stroll I indulge in.

Unshaken by pain, unbroken I remain;

Then again what more is there to break?

Just these tattered remains….

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